Frenz 4ever

2012-02-16T05:51:00.000-08:00

haven't post in a long time. was working. haha. got the easiest of jobs. just sit down there and answer like 10 calls a day and get paid :) but... i feel its a total waste of time.not fun.. so yeah. today is my last day. so happy. haha
can you believe it. i am actually looking for a dress. or rather being forced to liik for one. my uncles wedding is on sat and i haven't started ...haish.
haven't plan wat to do next week. maybe i'll think of something this weekend

2012-02-12T03:23:00.001-08:00

the past week has been hectic. will find time to post a proper one.so ya. till next time!

2012-02-07T15:25:00.000-08:00

ahh... i am so bored these days. to the extend where i go to the library literally everyday and play my piano for like two hours which was impossible two years back.
so, i went for catechism last sunday. it wasn't as bad. it was pretty funny when everyone starts asking bout o levels. well, they are sec 3s. can't blame them
Godma gave me some cash for poly. she's the one who isn't concerned about results but just support me in whatever i do. haha.so does my grandma. she told me that we shouldn't care which school we get into or what results we get as long as we get into the next level of education which i found pretty funny. generation gap here.
started jogging yesterday since like what two years back literally. since i broke my leg. after it was mc after mc. i couldn't run more than four rounds which means not more than 1.4 km. will try again tomorrow.haha

2012-02-03T16:20:00.000-08:00

so... today is World Cancer Day. i though of talking about it abit. firstly. all i can say is that i am really grateful that i have escaped it for the last maybe three years or so. but this has also allowed me to experience what it means to be so close with it.
i know that there are many people who aren't as lucky as me. hence, this day means alot to people at least to me.

this is my 80th post. wow. haha. two years back i never thought i would use this blog again. but here i am. haha

2012-02-02T21:19:00.000-08:00

hey... finally i get the chance to blog. the last one was pretty occurred and short. well, my mum suddenly walked into the room. so i had no choice.the last few days were pretty messed up. i don't know how else to describe it. just felt really moody. so hard getting a job. well, i am no longer working in USS. really stupid reasons they gave me.it feels better now that i have let everything out :)

oh well...its so boring at home. a typical day would be getting up, going to the supermarket, fold the clothes when i get back. then i get to read some books for about an hour before i got to help prepare lunch. after which would be washing the dishes and sweeping the floor. then a nap. after that probably an hour or two of piano and then prepare for dinner. Argh... how boring can it get.

talking about my posting results. i am not exactly disappointed but just that i felt i would prefer the environment in NP. But i guess SP isn't that bad after all. its nearer to my house. I am just glad that i got into Tourism.Like I said, i just got to work harder. much harder in fact. Well, one step at a time...

2012-01-31T18:52:00.000-08:00

not the best of weeks. but yeah. apart from winning that one direction hamper which i found really amusing. haha. but got into SP. oh well, at least i got into my course.

2012-01-29T04:52:00.000-08:00

The truth is finally out
after months after months
it takes guts to do so
i know
i dont know why but i felt the same way
how you felt towards ,e
the words of encouragement and advice spurred me on.
i hope we can keep this secret
to start all over again
to star anew

dated 14/9/08

i just couldn't stop laughing when i saw this. there was probably four more. damn... did i really wrote those things. all i can say is one word. LOL

2012-01-29T04:37:00.000-08:00

read my diary this morning. will post some of my entries soon. just can't help but laugh at my in-maturity back then. can't belive it was me writing those things. gotta interview tmr. just can't stop having interviews. argh...

2012-01-27T23:42:00.000-08:00

went to novena today.
Fr. Noel shared a story
a man was going to be hanged. his last request was to have a rosary in his hand after he was taken down. he said : i want to offer my last warmth to mother mary

that touched me...so thats the importance of a rosary...

2012-01-26T17:37:00.000-08:00

not in the best of moods i guess. things have not been going as i thought it should have. but yeah... life goes on. looking forward to bible class this sunday. got to be with people two years younger than me.haha... can't believe it. posting results on monday. praying for the best

2012-01-24T17:41:00.000-08:00

had an awesome dream last night! first one in almost a year. haha. dreamt that i was in a dark hall with many candles around. it was really cold. hillsong was singing. it was just so surreal. if only its real. somehow i don't know why i was looking for colgate in that dream.i found it in my bag in that hall. that's when my alarm clock woke me up.

2012-01-19T03:17:00.000-08:00

been finding a time to blog this post. apparently been so busy these days. guess the jpsae interview was okay. did my best. see what happens then. just came home from ayesha house this afternoon. had a good time there. feel that i am very lucky to have the four of them as my friends in my journey in swiss. couldn't ask for any better ones. their company support help and whatever they have given me was so important to me during my secondary school days. although we may be parting soon but i really hope we would remain as friends for as long as possible.
been really bored at home these few days. apart from the endless household chores i have to do. scrubbing the kitchen floor was no fun either. it was great that my little brother was there to entertain me and my other brother. sometimes i admire how my friends' brother are so 'normal'. going to school with no problems. academically good, socialble. i guess mine is just special. its strange how i sometimes hold myself back whenever someone ask me how old my brother is. out loud i would say p6 but in my heart i really dunno. but anyways, i guess he has something everyone doesn't have... that something special...
posting results are coming out soon. determines my next three years. but like i said. no matter what it is i would work as hard as i can. cause i don't want to repeat what has happenned...

2012-01-13T00:13:00.001-08:00

heys!!! been out and about these days. been out with my grandma for like three days. haha. never expected myself to do that. still don't like my results though but i guess its not so bad now. my mum suggested retaking that subject this year. sounds like a good idea cause i really don't want to waste all the hard work i put in. but it still comes down to which course i will get into.no matter what course i get into, i just hope i made the right choice. No Regrets!

ps, thank him! :)

Life Goes ON!

2012-01-09T16:08:00.000-08:00

had a tough sleep last night... well.. i didn't expect my results to turn out this way. while my friends are rejoicing over my results, i have to look back and see where I've gone wrong. honestly, i felt i was really happy with all my subjects except for that one. pulled down my scores by miles. what a better scenario it would be if i had done better for that subject. i spent the most time on that subject, work the hardest, practiced the hardest, and even neglected my other subjects for it. all i can say is that my heart just fell when i saw that grade for it.But like the saying goes... i can't do anything about it.i am so very thankful that i am able to stick with my target courses.hope i can get into one eventually. I promise i would extra hard in Poly so that such things like this would not happen. So, what's next on my To-Do list... Get the JAE and JPSAE done,find a date to start USS induction programme(damn...gotta wear a skirt for that) and start working:)
PS Arsenal won leeds by 1-0. Guess who scored that solitary goal? THIERRY HENRY!!!!!

2012-01-08T16:31:00.000-08:00

here i am playing with those memories again
and just when i though time has set me free
those thoughts of it just keeps taunting me

praying for the best later

2012-01-05T23:41:00.000-08:00

i just realized how important this blog have been for me. i know that i am one who isn't very good at expressing my emotions upfront. not even in front of my family.i feel more comfortable expressing myself in words. so yeah. that's where this blog has helped me.technology these days... haha

2012-01-04T16:55:00.001-08:00

hmm... just enough time for one late post before i am off to sec one orientation! guess i over reacted yesterday.sigh... gotta learn how to control my emotions. i'll add that to my late new year resolution. its giving me the creeps that results are coming in like four days. we'll see...

2012-01-03T16:49:00.000-08:00

GReat! exactly what i needed at this point in time a new growth...its a good thing i didn't take biology . if not it would have been my arch enemy( not that i was doing any better in physics) last year. but like always. life goes on.
really nervous about my results. got really strange dreams about them. but i guess whatever the results are i am just glad i tried my best.
Somehow these days, i have been really crazy about Hillsong's songs. really hope to attend one of their concerts in the near future.

2011-12-28T17:14:00.001-08:00

i guess the next two mondays would be the scariest one of my life. an appointment this monday. hopefully everything's cool. it would really be a huge burden off. then its o level results. damn... don't want that day to come!!!

2011-12-27T16:30:00.000-08:00

christmas has passed but i guess i still have to give thanks to everything i have now.i had to learn to appreciate things the hard way but i guess its worth it. i thank god for everything he has put me through and everything i have learnt. btw the church in melaka was undescribable if there's such a word. wish there was one in singapore.

Oh Lord you've searched me
You know my way
even when I fail You
I know You love me

Your holy presence
surrounding me
In every season
I know You love me
I know You love me

At the cross I bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Glory fills the Highest Place
what can separate me now?

You go before me
You shield my way
Your hand upholds me
I know you love me

You tore the veil
You made a way
When You said that it is done

And when the earth fades
falls from my eyes
And You stand before me
I know You love me

2011-12-18T17:59:00.000-08:00

so...got an appointment tmr. amazingly, i am not as nervous as i should be. instead i am more nervous on my interview on wednesday.haha. like i said, cant wait for it. going off to malacca for chrismas then for four days. miss that place dearly. hope it doesnt rain so much then.

2011-12-14T16:30:00.000-08:00

got a job at USS. think its gonna be fun. not looking foward to the uniform part though.

have been having bad dreams this days. weird and strange ant scary. haha. guess you cant do much about them really. the strangest of situations they put you in. results are coming soon. don't know whether i should be scared.. we'll see.

2011-12-09T00:10:00.000-08:00

i guess people don't understand do they? but i can't blame them. going through this whole episode have been real tiring. people don;t know how hard it is to worry about it every single day while carrying on with daily life especially during my o's. its so tiring. literally. i have to find so many ways to change the way i look at things. things i used to do easily may not be so now. i don't think i am ready. am i... but i have no choice...this is life!

2011-12-05T16:09:00.000-08:00

so...long time since i updated. finally got the time to do so. just came back from australia. had so much fun there. not forgetting the freak incident. got us all so scared. but the experience was really cool. won't forget that one haha. made a couple of frineds from there too.

looking for a job though.don't know where to start. we'll see...

going to have an appointment soon. it has been a long wait.got another one in January. argh... here it goes again...

2011-11-16T20:42:00.000-08:00

it feels so strange that o levels are over. feel really really bored. lol. should really find something to do to get past time. can't wait to go overseas though.

recently quite a number of people have been asking me about the scar oon my neck. the classic answer: i slit myself HAHA. sometimes sarcasm can be of a big help:)

2011-09-18T19:10:00.000-07:00

yo... havent been able to post anything cause of a funny problem with my comp. but ya.. trying my best lol. o levels is over!!! time does past really fast. many things lined up after that. australia being the main one :) . it has been almost 10 months since the surgery. everythings okay i supposed. just feel extremely tired on some days but yeah... the scar is still there but its sure dissapearing. not sure about the tube insertion and the biospys ones even though it is quite small but it still bother me abit. gotta an appointment supposedly this month but my mum pushed it next year i think. just in case. dont want to spoil the trip to australia. i dont know but i got a feeling that the nodules aren't going to be any smaller, well actually they won/t grow smaller but just grow bigger. but we'll see. i mean being through this much has really how to take things in the positive stride. all these months i just don't remember about the surgery and stuff. but i have to right now. i don't have a choice do i. so why not just make the best out of everything. i dont know what will happen in the future. just pray that it will not turn into something cancerous. even if that happen i guess i am ready to face it. i just feel i am blessed enough to be in the situation i am in right now as compared to the others who have to take the whole thing out the first time . however on the other hand, it will be a much much bigger challenge to go and take the other one out eventually that i must sonner or later. but you know, what ever happens to me, i hope i can face it positively :)

2011-08-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

my nose is killing me... literally.no air con for me for the next few days. hmm... what happen these few days? ss... it was okay i suppose excluding sbq which i screwed up big time. have to bang on my history which is really unimaginable to pull up my comb. humanities. hopefully the other subjects would be okay. been to novena these few days. remind me of the old times. it just calms me down once i enter. probably would go there more often.sometimes i just feel so confused and indecisive, wondering if i should do this or that. guess i have sort myself out there.

2011-08-18T05:16:00.001-07:00

just got back my mt result. only one word to describe it. shocked... i really didn't expect that result. haha...guess i was really lucky. now have to wait for my piano results which matter much more to me. ten years of hard work. i hope i didn't put it in in vain.

2011-08-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i post... exams has been really stressful. in a blink of an eye 5 months has passed. coping well apart from the hassle of medication. really been into music these days. music has helped me so much that i do not know how i would have managed without it. its more than a companion now. its a part of my life. in five hours it would be my piano exam. ten years of work down to that twenty minutes. i am scared but i know there's too much at stake to be nervous. i really hope i can produce something i can be proud of. music , i know, is not just piano. there are so many songs out there i would relate to everyday and hopefully help me in my struggles school has not been great... but i guess i would be able to pull through. till next time.

Jesus, take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus, take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

2011-06-10T04:02:00.000-07:00

Long time since i blogged. did n't have much time. had a appt that day. memories just came flooding. saw heart wrenching scenes i tot i would never see again. i am just so blessed. some are just not that lucky. going to kl tmr. totally sucks to fall sick a day before a trip. no choice!

2011-05-09T02:34:00.000-07:00

these few days have been tiring.haha but i am enjoying every single bit of it. really scared for my results but i tried my best. my best in my whole sec sch life till now. so no regrets.

2011-05-05T03:32:00.000-07:00

geography has been really bad. what i expected to do well in just dissapeared. seven marks just down the drain. a reoccurence of last year only that i was able to secure two marks from it. geograohy has always been my source of motivation. while i may be struggling to pass my science, i always try to do better on my goeg.no doubt, i feel demoralised that i didnt do well for geog but i have to continue with my other subjects. history is tomorrow. aimimng for at least a high b4 or b3. hope i can make up for whati lost in goeg. i guess this is life!

2011-04-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

so... band is finally over. what an experience. so what if we got a silver. no shame. i think its worth so much more than a gwh. its not that easy to get people to fight for you. its was the best performance we gave. we couldnt ask for more. at least there will not be regrets.some things are bothering me but lets see how it works out...

2011-04-11T05:35:00.000-07:00

tmr's the day. wow... i cant believe. so fast. to be frank, expectations are so much higher now. mediacorp and stuff. we have so much to prove yet it all lies on one performance tomorrow. we only get one chance. i really hope we can make full use of it. we know we are a par above the rest. but all these doesnt matter if we dont deliver tomorrow. we have seen how other bands break down how other bands succed. not its our turn. my last performance. i would really miss band. no word can describe my three and a half years there. i hope i will bring back good memories.

2011-04-08T04:40:00.000-07:00

Three years and three months has passed. what a journey it has been. i remember when i was a sec one, with all the alumni teaching us. i remember the first time i played in full band. conel bogey. hahas. i remembered when we were doing drills. i remember being on my first performance. i remember my first appointment as conductor. i remember my adc course. so many things. a very long journey but what i have learnt can never be learnt elsewhere. thank you mr chew. for being there to guide us and teach us values i will always remember. he has indeed impacted my life. so many conflicts we had in my section. but we stayed strong. from ncc affirnation to the schools ndp to ndp itself. so many last minute efforts. but we made it.

now i only have one more practice in band. i still vividly remember syf 2009.where we played blue shades. how angry mr chew was before that. i will always remember his prayer before we went in to perform "although there is a great possibility of getting a silver, help us to do our best" now its syf 2011. the standard is so different. i am so proud of our band. how hard we worked cannot be compared in 2009. people may think it is so easy for us to produce this sound. they dont realise how much we practiced how much blood and sweat we had. four more days and it is the big day. a gold with honours its not our aim. our aim is to do our best and enjoy ourselves and most importantly remember we are the command band of NCC.

2011-03-29T19:21:00.000-07:00

went to see my doctor yesterday. when she said that the nurses complimented me, my first reaction was LOL... what... why would nurses compliment on their patients. haha . but anyways if not for this whole episode i would not have known i could be so emotional. haha... maybe this is a good thing.i am glad its over. really am. i might have to go through this again anytime. i will face problems, problems i never expected it will cause. but that is for me to face later in life. right now i just want to concentrate in my studies and SYF. i really learnt alot from band. these three years in band... the experience is indescribable.from being just a normal sec one to syf to my first parade to my first time conducting to ndp to hong kong and now my final syf. i didn't know how good we are until mr chew cried. i knew all of us worked so hard just to redeem ourselves and i hope its all worth it. even if we dont got gold with honours, i hope we tried our best and know we have learnt so much from this whole experience. so many conflicts i had, between my section, between the majors and teachers. but swiss winds is a place that cannot be replaced by anything else. everytime i step into the band room, i feel a sense of belonging. my section,haha wow. so much fun we had together. its something you will never get in any other section. we are different.some people like it some people dont. but nevertheless we love our section.i never regretted joining this cca. for i learnt invaluable lessons i will never get to experience anywhere else.

2011-03-17T18:02:00.000-07:00

finally... everythings over. got to go for checkups and stuff but the worst is gone.i guess praying makes a whole lot of difference. i never prayed much until now. everytime i do that i just feel so calm. it really helps in calming myself down. everything is going back to usual. but still there have been difficulty sneezing sleeping coughing blah blah blah... but its tolerable with painkillers.

i have really learnt a lot throughout this episode. it have been a really great experience and i found a side of myself i have never seen before. i guess that is good? i learnt how not to take things for granted. simple tasks like eating, sleeping and even going to the toilet was a chore for me. last time i used to freak out with needles but i guess i got used to it . i also learnt how much people care for me. i really would like to say thank you to those people.

memories would just surge back one i go back to the hospital. been more sensitive to babies crying... dunno why. maybe because i was always with babies during my stay. i hope i dont have to go back there again after all my checkups. maybe in 15 years i will have to do a second operation but man... thats so far away. right now i am happy with everything just that i have a lot of catching up to do in my studies and band.just wanna do well for my o level and move on.

2011-03-12T02:09:00.001-08:00

man... i never felt so confused before. my emotions are just running wild. really wild. i dont know what to expect what to do...the wait is killing me... the tension is overwhelming

2011-03-11T01:59:00.000-08:00

finally back... missed my home. but i do miss my stay in the hosp already. the experience has been very overwhelming. learnt so much. from how not to take things for granted to how to accept things as they are. my first day was nothing much. went in to the operating theatre and then woke up but only to slept the rest of the day. had to wear the oxygen thingy, iv was on with glucose water heart monitors all over. was not fun at all. managed to get out of the high dependancy ward the next day. stayed there till now. the nurses there made my stay a good one. somehow i know its not over. the results are not out yet... i hope for the best. i know she's hiding something for me...

2011-03-05T23:11:00.000-08:00

tomorrows the day. i am scared... very
but all i can do is to pray and trust in the lord

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There's always some reason to feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here"

2011-03-01T03:52:00.000-08:00

me: mum, i would be missing my chem spa exam next week
bro: jie, where are you going? you missing a lot of things
me: well... i will be going for a holiday
bro: to where?
me: malaysia...
bro: why must you go?
me: i have no choice
bro: is for your studies
me: i suppose so
bro: when will you be back
me: depends on how fast i finish my project
bro: will it be fun
me: i don't think so but i will make the best out of everything

2011-02-26T17:37:00.000-08:00

i had a really bad dream last night. dreamt that everything went wrong. people say that dreams dont come true. for once i believe in those sayings. i have to

2011-02-24T01:57:00.000-08:00

time flies. one and a half weeks left. still it all seems so unreal. the hosp has been very much a part of my life. going there seems like a normal routine. just two more trips there and i hope i dont have to go there again.
i know i will be missing a lot. geog trip, nafa, maybe even syf and my council investiture. i hope its all worth it.

2011-02-20T23:17:00.000-08:00

the pressure is getting on me. how am i supposed to miss syf. i am already missing so much. i really dont want to miss it. nafa is already out of the question. so is sports day and cross country. all my targets are now unacheivable.there are so many things i keep to myself. sometimes i just want to let them out but thinking of the reactions... maybe not

2011-02-17T02:44:00.000-08:00

i am scared i admit. but who cares, there just too many people i cant dissapoint. over these dew weeks i found so many people who went the extra mile to help me tide through.i would like to say thank you especially to dr joyce. you guys really made my day!

2011-02-12T19:27:00.000-08:00

I've learnt a lot through this whole episode. although i am still very very scared, i realised there are so many people out there who are in a worse condition then me. i've learnt how to appreciate the things you have and never to take things for granted. right now i can only wait and hope for the best... and hopefully it wont take a big toll on my studies.

2011-02-10T02:33:00.000-08:00

I have not been blogging for quite some time. Been going to the hospital more frequently than ever. people ask me why do i neeed to do so. i don't know what to tell them. most of the time i hide under the lie of going t the hospitalo check onmy leg.but how long can i do it. how many ultrasounds i went how many biospys i went . its not helping. i am scared. scared of the results tomorow. but what can i do just face it.

2010-11-21T17:21:00.000-08:00

It has been a very very very long time since i last posted. i don't bother emphasising on how long i have not posted because it is a very long time. so much has happened since then . Posting nto a new class, ndp and stuff. now i have a wonderful class which i never expected to get. i wouldn't say we know each other that well but i think wats mre important is that we accept each other and would support each other when needed. so many times we were scolded but we never fell apart. well maybe just a little at ne point but we were good after that.
national day has been an experience of a lifetime for ne. i think it has helped my section bond tremendously. it was really tiring but it was through ndp that we managed to encourage each other to pull through and also to know each other better. although sometimes we were a little rebellious it was fun nevertherless.people might not see it and think that we don't work but the truth is we do. just that our way of working differs greatly from them. but its okay.
there were so many other things that happened. well my health is one. there were so many checkups and appointments, scans, biospys. at times i was so worried and still am. but i have learnt to tgake the positive side of thing and just hope for the better. i definitely hope the worst is over .
well, i would be leaving for hong kong in a weeks time. it was hard getting the approval to hong kong form my parents. finances and stuff but i hope that its all worth it .

2009-11-09T05:15:00.000-08:00

bottled up inside
are the words i never siad
the feelings i hide
the lines you never read

you can see it in my eyes
read it in my face
trapped inside are lies
of the past i can't replace

2009-05-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! i know i have not posted for a very very long time... forgot about this blog i guess. hehe... my sa results aren't that good. have to improve!!! anyways, alot of things have happen. gtg now!

2009-02-09T03:30:00.000-08:00

Hi people! have not posted for like a month.. sorry hehe >< . anyways these few weeks have been quite relaxing in a way... ha ha . anyways... i went to the singapore flyer a couple of times. its a good experience. singapore looks quite huge from up there. the night experience up there was so cool although it is quite spooky. we went to the ang bao special after that. there were lots of firecrackers which were let off as well as fire works over at the esplanande. band have been quite tiring. now we are having adc like every practice. anyways... now we are having lots of tests... think it will be much worse during sec three.i gotta go now. bye!!!!11

2009-01-03T18:28:00.000-08:00

Yo people! have not posted for two whole months hahas! (highest record so far) since it is a new year i decided to update it! I am in 2e1 yays!!!! still not used to be calles a sec 2 though! The juniors this year are really cute! some so small some so big. but all the same they are really new to this school. few more days and it will be the cca orientation. have to buck up or drum solo. can't really do it without the sec 4s as we still lack of 1 person to take the quart toms. but we can make do with it. there is this new boy in band. his name is grabriel. at least we have another big guy to assist us :) lots of things have happen in band. its not how we used to be before the sec 4 pass out last year. wonder if we are able to pull through after the sec 4s pass out this year. butg i believe we should be able to if we work hard. most importantly is to get a GH for SYF. It will be wasting our seniors effort if we get a silver or bronze. Gotta work hard this year and buck up on my maths and geography!!! anyways heres wishing everyone a belated happy new year! :)

2008-11-06T05:30:00.000-08:00

Hey! I`m bored now so here I am! pretty Boring these few days... Only have band. It really spiced up my holidays if not i will die of boredness... But will be having some holidays soon! :)
19th Nov - 21st Nov : Chalet
23rd Nov - 27th Nov : Penang / KL
1st Dec - 4th Dec : Malacca ( not confirmed)
anyways... Now looking for people who sell textbooks for next year.
The year had gone so quickly.... probably one of the quickest one. time passes so quickly... memories of the sec one orientation seems like it happened only yesterday. so short a year, uet many many things happen. ndeed it is the shortest year yet it is the year where i experience the most things so far in my life. Now gearing up for the next year, filled with new challenges. i know i will have to face many obstacles but it is through them where we will get stronger and learn the meaning of life. we are only 13 and have a long way to go...
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2008-10-26T23:39:00.000-07:00

ok...not posted for like a month. many things happen i should say. but i think i should not mention about it. my birthday was an okay and usual one. although i did not get many present but i think it is the thought that count and i was touched by your wishes! :) thankyou!

2008-09-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

hello people! these few days have exams... have to study, study, study.in case you didn't received my sms, i have changed my handphone number. you can ask from me :) wish you all the best in your upcoming examinations!

2008-09-05T04:41:00.000-07:00

went for band today. kind of a slacking day. but felt really tired... probably because slept too much. really little seniors came today so had to have so called sectionals by ourselves.played the piano since nothing to do . practice part of CITYSCAPE 2 in the begginning but got bored later on. went for lunch then went back again. mr chew came after lunch. he seem kind of scared. went through cityscape 2. was really scared... i really mean it. people might not realised but i was shivering through. lucky i got the rhythm and notes right. thanks mr chew for encouraging me.before i started playing, i had second thoughts about playing hte piano. but u changed all that. i don't have any more regrets. thank-you!!!!!!!!!!! had sectionals again. since we can't practise cityscape 2 without the band and no seniors, we went downstair to practise drum solo. had fun... damn tired now... wanna sleep

2008-08-28T04:48:00.000-07:00

Came back from concord 2day. had lots of fun with weiling, lixian, meiling, shiheng, zitong, chisze and fion:) waited for mr chan to fetch us in. was astonished when i saw him... he looks different. played volleyball in the hall for no reason...hahas
tmr is teachers day! yay... getting our results tmr. kind of worried...anyway
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!!!!!!!!!! :)

2008-08-24T01:39:00.000-07:00

kind of bored so decided to post! :)some things happen these few days but i don't want to mention it. yay! this wednesday making lor maikai. can't wait. i want to watch the teacher's day celebration! but if the prefect's duty refrain me, i wouldn't have a choice either.got our band tee last friday. its okay dark collared shirt with a big NCC crest in front. Mr Chew told us our confirmed name : Singpore NCC Command Band. (SNCB) lol. I find the name quite cool. gotta go now. have guitar lesson. :)

2008-08-13T05:26:00.000-07:00

喂人们! 这是设法我的第一次写中国词条，因此负担与我!!! 井。我知道我的华文不好，但是它相当尝试价值!今天实际上是一乏味和一有趣的天! 不耐烦在教训期间。在歌曲文字教训期间，但是我获得了乐趣。我们去演播室录音我们的歌。我真正地没有设法得到正确的沥青。无论如何，我们在三个星期得到我们的cds。看，如我必须等待… :(
well, i'm to lazy to translate it... x)
i'll post the photos when i have the time :)

2008-08-06T05:58:00.000-07:00

yea! i'm back! lol... very bored these few days!!! and i lost my precious pencil box...:( not really lost in a sense for i left it in the home econs room. just hope that a kind soul will return it. in case you are going for hhome econs, its in the first room. (miss norli) its green and white with lots of zips!!! its speech day tomorrow. too bad i cant go. only for the awardees...can't wait for ndp. will be leading the school cheer can't wait for that.mr chew talk to us that day. looks like we have to work extrahard to get those parades going.

2008-08-04T05:15:00.000-07:00

ok, sorry for not updating my blog!!! seem to forget all about it. recently have lots of tests. well, i am quite happy with my results:) i have to admit that those boring lessons really help me alot if i pay close attention. there seems to be lots of activities now adays. band, cheerleading......i just hope that they don clash with each other as i want to participate in both activities.

2008-07-19T05:55:00.000-07:00

came back from band 2day... seems like i am really into band. sigh! sectionals these few days was pretty fun! learnt drum solos 1 & 2. we were wacking the drum hahas. now learning . hope that me and yew leng can get the beat right. we only have 2 weeks to learnt the whole song! i just hope the sec twos can concentrate better then we sec ones don't have to take their job along with our jobs. good thing that our seniors are coming back to teach us... if not i can't imagine wat will happen during the performance. have to go to church tomorrow. seems like theres not one day which i can sleep late:(... wishing that i will do well for the maths test...

2008-07-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

CONCORD ALL THE WAY!!!!
Blurred Pic

My brother --" THe trophies
Prize presentation
Winning smile...

My bro. with his friend

Another pic of prize presentation

hi guys! dunno wats up with me today... was quite unlucky. went for band. was bored. then after that i went to buy waffle. waited for about 10 mins. when it was my turn that aunty tell me say no more already. grr... went to take the mrt to boon lay. i took the wrpng train andwent to clementi instead. went back to jurong east then to boon lay. met my mum at jurong point cause my brother and his friends was in a story-telling competition. they got champions!!!! CONCORD ROCKS!!! lol... here are some pics

2008-07-10T00:02:00.000-07:00

ok... i know i have nott been blogging for a very very very very long time... nothing amazing happen these few weeks though...was quite shocked today when the prefects results was out. was kinda of happy though i know that it will take up a lot of my time but i am willing to sacrifice time though :) i seem to be able to understand maths and science better now a days. oh ya... ms kaur( i like this address better:) )change our seating arrangement. i was situated beside faith :) see you people tmr!!!!!!! :) :) :)

2008-06-30T03:44:00.000-07:00

Yo! i'm back after a long time. school reopened and we have new teachers, new subjects. well, i think my most dreaded subject seems to be science. band has been the same still... some minor changes here and there though. I hope you guys will keep the secret he shared with us. It will not be nice if you reveal it... ok enough of band... back to class stuffs. well, ms kaur or mrs singh got married! quite suprising i should say, hahas...gotta go now.........................................bye! will try to post more often! :)

2008-06-18T18:54:00.000-07:00

Wow! I have not been posting for more than a week! sigh! lots of homework so didn't have time to post. nothing much happened... in fact, nothing unusual happen.schools reopening soon. when that happens, i have to buck up on my studies. i don't want to do badly in my exams like sa1... someone be kind enough to give me tuition in my maths!!!!nothing much to post. will post more after school reopens i hope. bye!

2008-06-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

Seems like I have not been updating for the past few days! cause not much to update these few days... had band yesterday. had lots of fun. Sectionals was quite boring I should say...Full band was interesting. sec 4s came back to visit us but in the end they got to play the instruments due to shortage of sec 2s. Sec 1s had nothing to do so my section leader asked me to go to my sec 4 section leader and see how she plays the mallet.then we played with our ex-ex senior. had fun with them. Drills was cool! Joan ( ex-drum major) came and pretended she was a sec one. but in the end got scolded by her...then had full band for sec 1s then drills again. went back home after that...
now for the quiz...
10 random facts about themselves
1) Rachel misses Maria
2)Rachel misses 6D
3)Rachel have lots of homework to be done ._.
4)Rachel plays the guitar --"
5)Rachel loves salted beans
6)Rachel loves the rubiks cube ALOT
7)Rachel just broke her record in solving a cube (1 min 59sec)
8,9,10) i don't know what to write
I shall not be so bad and sabo people... hahas!

2008-06-05T23:53:00.000-07:00

Macdonalds!!!!
Random pic :)
Fishes...
Care bears!!!

I'm back from chalet...pretty tired... :) . had fun during the stay. watched prince caspian during the first day. the show is awesome!!! it is probably the best show i watched...seriously.i recommend this show strongly. although the show was not really focused on prince caspian, it really blends all the characters really well. well, my favourite character was the mouse . it is soo cute and funny:) met my cousin after that. they stayed at our chalet till bout ten. we played with them. it was seriously fun and tiring! went to wild wild wet the next day... played for a while then went back to the chalet to bathe and eat. met my father's ex-worker. he gave us six theme park tickets since he didn't want to go. so went to escape theme park even though we are tired as the tickets was only valid that day. played viking ship and many more rides. was quite groggy after the rides, mostly due to the viking ship i guess but had fun though.the next day which is today, my father went back home early in the morning with all our bags as he had work. i woke up then had breakfst. took the shuttle bus to the mrt interchange. slept in the mrt as i was very tired.

now for the quiz which i was saboed by yanee...

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will you do?

break up??? he's not worth it then,

2. If you can a dream come true, what will it be?

be a whole new person

3. what will your dream wedding be?

i'm not sure...too early to think bout that.

4. What is the thing you feel like doing tomorrow?

I'm not sure...watching prince caspian again?

5. your favourite colours?

blue, purple, black

6. which is being blessed, loving somebody, or being loved?

i guess both are equally a blessing.

7. how long do you intend to wait for someone you love truly?

as soon as he loves me truly too :)

8. If the person you liked is secretly attached, what will you do?

Be happy cause he had found his happiness.

9. Is there anything that is making you unhappy these days?

I'm quite broke...lolz

10. What do you want most in life?

happiness??

11. Who is your favourite band?

I am not sure...

12. How do you see your self in 10 years time?

A better me

13. Whi is the most important person to you right now?

I have many people whom are important to me... my family, my friends...

14. How do you think of your mobile?

unique???

15. if you were to do a quiz on your idol how will you score?

50% i guess... XD

16. What's the first thing you do every morning?

breathe... :P

17. Would you give it all for a relationship?

Only if the guy treasures it...

18. If you fall in love in two persons at the same time, who will you pick?

the one who loves me more...

19. if you played a prank on someone and he/she fell for it, wat will you do?

laugh and say sorry???

20. what idol stuffs do you have?

none???

now for the unfortunate people:

1. Shi HEng

2. Meiling

3. anyone

4.someone

5.everybody

6.somebody

7.everyone

8.YOU...

I will do the next one soon...have to practise my piano for now...bye!

2008-05-30T22:29:00.000-07:00

Hiya peeps! finished my work which is scheduled for today... very pleased with myself :) feeling bored so decided to blog. okay... let me recall... aiya start from thursday.

Had piano lesson in the morning. had fun though i was tired. my piano teacher asked me to sing while playing. i was shocked... but well, sang softly and found it fun. :) after that, went to Singapore Expo with mum. before that had lunch in lot one. then mum forgot to bring something. i went back to get that thing while she wait in lot one. after that, we proceded to Singapore Expo. took by train and it was an hour long ride. i slept and listened to radio. also played my brother's gameboy. at last reached Singapore Expo. walked to hall 4 where popular fair takes place. sooo many people there. the things were not as cheap as i expected but yahs... i bought a cute little notebook. lingered around that hall then went to a so-called booth. they were selling real fishes. this is sooo amazing. they keep the fishes embryos in a soil like substances which they keep in a tea bag -like packaging. then all you have to do is soak that tea bag in water and baby fishes will comeout after 24hours. then you can rear them like normal fishes. cool right? its really technology. okay back to my story. after that we went to hall 7 for robinsin sale. it was not as crowded as the things there are more expensive. my brothers went off to the xbox section while i shopped around with my mum. nothing good to buy there so we make our way back. i was exshuasted...

okay... next day. had band. went there very early, probably underestimated time. reached there at 7.10am instead of my estimated 7.30am. but no choice, so walked about. then saw yew leng we talked and talked untill about time went to meet major, then fall in. after instruction given and attendance taken we went for sectionals. today sectionals we learnt new pattern then had difficulty learning them. but we got it after some hard work. then had full band, went through the whole book. was tired carrying the drum for over two hours. then had drill. wah, so tired. band major took us learnt a few more drills. had fun though. ren jie was teased by the major...haha...pity him though. had to stay back for three rounds. okay, went back after that. then bathe. went to my aunty's house. slacked all the way. slept and watched tv. then after about five hours, my father came to pick us up. went to some hawker center to have dinner.

After that, my father went to chinese medical clinic... (chung hwa medical hall i think) followed my father while my brothers followed my mother to do shopping. i was too tired to follow. while waiting for my father's turn, my father set for me goals. i must acheive these goals no matter what lor. i want my phone plan!!!! after waiting for one hour, my father went in while i waited outside. half an hour later, my mum and brothers came to join me. half an hour later my father came out. then i remembered about my rubiks cube. left it in my aunt's house. looks like i have to survive these days without it untill i go to my aunt's house again. think i had written enough. want to read storybook already so bye guys!

2008-05-29T04:31:00.000-07:00

Hey All! Changed my blogskin. i like it except for its pinkishness (how do u spell it?) well, holidays are here and homeworks have to be done which i find difficulty in. so far i only completed 1 english comprehension and some mathematics :( . but band is still going on though. the ICT programme was okay though. had quite alot of fun challenging akash and also playing runescape ( --"). juz started on a new account with akash. had fun. too bad i forgot my old account. okay, i have to go and do more homework. hope u guys will have a good holiday! :)

2008-05-24T02:30:00.000-07:00

sorry people for not updating for the past few days...was quite busy. nothing really happen these past few days except for house games and parent meeting session. blue house lost... :( didn't played int the games though. parent meeting session was okay i should say although it was quite scary...its the holidays now...and its time to buck up on my studies...really.have to go back to school for cca... okay... gotta go to church... bye!

2008-05-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Hi! Hello! anyway, got back my results...very dissapointed... :( sigh, have to work hard for ca2 i guess. someone out there help me with my maths!!! okay, had a good holiday though...i chose songwriting for my enrichment...hope it will benifit my piano theory...can't wait for school to reopen tomorrow...ok, have to go now...byes!!!

2008-05-14T05:02:00.000-07:00

yo! looks like i am being tagged by faith and jo(again). sooo here it goes... :) :

1. at what age u wish to marry?
so long that it is after 18... :)
2. if both your best friend and lover both have some weird illness that they are about to die and there is one bottle of medicine to cure them but not enough for both, who will you give it to?
A: well, that is a good question. probably the one that loves me more...
3. are you happy with your current life?
A: YES...i am hehe...
4. what super power would you have if you have one?
A : to be able to make more super powers :)
5. if you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
A : the world to be free from natural disasters ( after the earthquake and cyclone)...
6. when do you think is the right time to judge someone?
A : never judge someone unless you are perfect...but well,anytime except when he is out of his mind
7. what are you most afraid to lose now?
A : My handphone!!!!
8. how do you find yourself?
A : that i am not sure...friendly???
9. if you meet someone whom you love, will you confess to him?
A : nah...too early lah...can't be up to that extend...
10.how would you spend 2oo bucks if you had to?
A : buy a guitar... *smiles*
11. what are the requirements that you wish your other half has?
A : too early...i dont know how to anwer this question. :)
12. do you prefer cookie monster or elmo?
A : ELMO!
13. do you prefer sleeping or eating?
A : sleeping duh...
14. would you rather be alone or in a group?
A : in a group...more re nao...
15. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
A : my heart... hahas
16. if you get a billion dollars,where would you want it to come from?
A : anywhere but not the loansharks
17. at this point of time, would you like to stay in your comfort zone or to try something new?
A : try something new...(curiousity kills the cat though)
18. what kind of friend do you want to be in your friends eyes?
A : a trustworhty friend...
19. if you had a chance, what part of your character would you want to change?
A : being pespimistic(how do you spell it?)
20. if you had freedom, what would you do?
A : i will travel around the world...

i'm done... (to jo : i would do the other one next time)
lets pray for the cyclone and earthquake victims...they are innocent people like us...
i am kind of dissapointed with my results...just pray for the other results...

2008-05-11T06:38:00.000-07:00

ok i am back people... sorry this few days didn't post..no time...:( well, exams are over... so nice no stres can relax. ;) it seems that i am being tagges by faith, josephine, yanee and meiling. sigh, looks like i have no other choice...here it goes:

Name 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the question till you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.

1)Maria

2)Fion

3)Shiheng

4)Zitong

5)Meiling

6)Jo

7)Faith

8)Yanee

9)Isaac

10)Ting Hao

11)Ian Wee

12)Ian Lim

13)Rhia

14)Aidil

15)Ren Jie

16)Aaron

17)Jarret

18)Darren Lim

19)Ivy

20)Nivian

How did you meet #14? (Aidil)In SCSS...my classmate:)

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?(Maria)Cry...she is my best friend...

What if #9 and #20 dated? (Isaac and Nivian) quite impossible...they should have their own steads...XD

Will #6 and #17 date? (Jo and Jarret)no... Jo like someone else...woots!

Describe #3. (Shiheng)A bubbly girl(adapted from mr chan...hehes) a great friendfriendly,helpful and many many more...

Is #8 attractive? (Yanee)Quite...

Describe #7. (Faith)again, a great friend . a very good president...

Do you know any #12 family members? (Ian Lim)Probably not...

What will you do if #18 confesses to you that he/she likes you? (Darren Lim)Speechless...Its impossible anyway...

What language does #15 speaks? (Ren Jie)Enqlish, Chinese, Sinqlish...

Who is #9 going out with? (Isaac)no ideas!!!!

How old is #16? (aaron)duh...12

When is the last time you spoke to #13? (Rhia) juz now...

What is #2 favorite band/singer? (fion)not sure...JJ???

Have ever date #4? (Zi Tong) no... hello...i am not a lesbian...
Would you ever date #1?(Maria)no...she is too good...hehe...

Is #19 single?(Ivy)no...

What's #10 last name? (Ting Hao)Lian.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? (Ian Wee)over my dead body!!!

School of #3.(Shi Heng) Concord :) Unity Sec.

Where does #6 live? (Jo) Bukit Panjang

What is your favourite thing about #15? (Ren Jie) I don't know...

Have you seen #2 naked? (Fion) no.I'm not sick...

hahas...sabboing time!

1)Faith...

2)Shi Heng

3)Nicole

4)Sandra

5)Akash(just to force him to blog.. :) )

Now the other one...

Name 7 things people don't know about you

1)I play the guitar

2)I hate durians

3)I don't take beef(except for hamburgers :) )

4) I hate skirts...;)

5) I play the drum(ok...this is out of the point...but who cares...)

6)I don like anybody

7)I ran out of ideas...

Finally i'm done... phew...okay i have to go now.lot's of things to do.

2008-05-08T01:34:00.000-07:00

Okay peopleeeee......I'm back...okay, the maths paper today was soooooooooo hard! Just hope i would pass. went out with Faith,Yanee and Sandra to west mall. It was sooo fun. Chingle and Glen met us later at BK. Then we shopped around for a while. We decided to play with the boys. Ran to somewhere(i forgot) then wait for them to find us. We played and ran a lot :)We will be going to West mall(again) tomorrow to watch Speed Racer(although i don't know what on earth that show is about).Anybody interested,just chip in! It will probably be the 3.50 show.will be meeting at west mall at about 2pm. oh....i managed to solve a rubiks cube...hehe... so happy...(being random here)okay back to serious stuff now...remember to bring materials for tomorrow's art exam and all the best! :)bye!!!!

2008-05-04T22:35:00.000-07:00

Okay, I'm back. Its been a really somewhat tiring week due to the EXAMS! Let's start from Monday last week. We had the English paper 1. It was okay and was easier than expected. I chose the question about a teenager embarassing his parents. Managed to write about 600 words. the situational writing was quite tough though. i chose the kritzers family. okay, now tuesday. hmmm... oh... mother tounge paper 1. okay, i struggled a lot because my chinese ISN'T GOOD. wrote quite little. Just hope i don't go out of point. but i was quite sastified with my situational writing though. :) now...wednesday. english paper 2... the comprehension was quite tough.managed to finish it. the vocab was the hardest i think. i didnt know how to do 3 of them! lets see...friday, geography! the killer paper! it ws VERY hard. didn't expected to it to be that hard. i was like randomly wrote answers for Section B. I would be VERY HAPY to get a B3/4. It would be a mirical ...Hehe... now...um... I shall skip Saturday because nothing happened...I will go to Sunday. Guitar lessons! It was sooo cool. the teacher taught us tong hua. i am so happy. okay enough of that.now today...we had mother tounge paper 2. I must say that it was easier than expected. wow, zhen lao shi set it...I hope to get at least a B3 for my chinese...after the exam, went to take the mrt train. i dropped my wallet into the mrt tracks. wei ern went to call the staff to help me pick it up. thank you faith,fritiyanee,michelle for waiting with me. :)then we went to mcdonalds to have breakfast.okay, i shall stop here. have lots of things to do. so bye! :)

2008-04-26T07:18:00.000-07:00

Wow! today was a little scary. was planning to go to my aunt's house after church but got stuck in a massive jam. we were stuck in that jam for probably an hour.but managed to get through though :). when we were coming back, wah... the jam was still there. but we saw the cause of the jam... a lorry with those long containers behind ( i think it is a trailer or something like that) was toppled over HORIZONTALLY. so there wasn't any escape from the accident.we saw many buses , both local and foriegn buses. the people got out of their buses and sit down, call their realetives and some even took photos. it was lucky my dad didn't take that particular route back. if not i guess i would not be even back by now. well this incident came out in the news just now. some people were hurt unfortunately. well, just pray hard for them. well i think i better go now. have to wake up early tomorrow.
byes! :)

2008-04-25T00:12:00.000-07:00

my science notes!!!!XD

Cover page for science notes!!!
stack of textbooks and files and others... haha

wah...exams coming already...soo fast. so i might not be blogging for the next few days.nothing much today..juz class party. had cake fight:) very fun...hehe the cake was nice( thanks to yanee) also very sad on the other hand... ms lim leaving us she is going to ntu :( our new teacher is quite strange in a sense though... hahas... okay i shall be going now

byes :)

2008-04-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

help me!!!! how to shift the cbox????????now it is right at the bottom T-T...someone help me...

2008-04-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

Hellos to all! okay...i am a begginer here! juz started on blogging:)
can anyone help me in blogging?i am totally new to it!nothing much happened much 2day though. okay well, some thing happen. saw a dead cat on the grass patch today... it was chopped... me and the other girls were like freaked out...so gross... okay, i better go now and figure out how to do a cbox!
bye!